Monday, August 04, 2003
Rejection sucks. That's all there is too it. I don't care what I said last night, I feel like shit today. I know she was a little freak ho, and damn it she came and got me. I mean what the fuck is that all about? She attaches to me, say's shit like "I'm glad we hooked up" and emails me and calls me all the time. And then WHAM, "you're too much". Stupid bitch doesn't want to be loved. Doesn't want some one to care about her. AHHHHHHHHHH, fuck me! I'm trying to get back to work, and hopefully this cathartic whinning will help me get over it. She is a little plump, slutty, flirtatious, emotional issues, probably quite crazy, selfish. I saw a lot of things in her I didn't like, why did I get so attached? I just like the idea of having "someone" and it just sucks. God help me. Give me strength. Remove this burden from my heart and allow me to be in your will.
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