Friday, August 08, 2003
Day 1018 - Fear
An all consuming, time stopping, dibilitation emotion. I get scared all the time. Just petrified. What am I going to do tonight at her party? See I can worry all day about something that I'll be at for maybe two hours, and it's like 12 hours away. There's nothing to worry about. You'll go to the party, wish her a happy birthday, meet some new people. Heck you don't have a clue how this will turn out. The worst thing that could happen is you still won't be together. Big deal. I know, there's just thet pit in my gut, that's turning over and over. I'm affraid of the finality. I hope that maybe we'll meet someone new tonight. And there's allways MH's party tomorrow night! Should be some freaks there. Back off. I have to get back to work. Call, ring ring ring, hello, click. Call, ring ring ring, click..... Coffee is my master, my muse, and my mainstay. Fairwell my friends we go off to a better place..
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